Thoughts

Where are my hippies??? Have you heard this quote? 

Did you know your thoughts are not actually yours? Your thoughts are not your soul's thoughts. Your thoughts are what you have been trained and programmed to think by people around you, society, your environment, maybe the way you were raised and things you were told as a child, etc. Our souls are always the same and have always been the same. They are unchanging and never ending. 

You don't have to let your thought and emotions control you. Your soul doesn't want them to. Be free. ✌🏼️ #hippiestuff #doyoufeelme #wahm #sahm #onlinejob #leggingsarelife

I posted this on my LuLaRoe page on instagram and I think I freaked some peeps out ;) lol. #getawarepeeps @lularoepameladingee on INSTA

Is Everything B.S.?

I feel like I fell in the societal trap and got stuck in the quicksand on the bottom for like 2 years! I put up with so much bullshit from people and society in general because I have developed the tendency to keep my head down, make sure I don't hurt anyone's feelings, be offensive, or stray from the disillusional "norm".
But, guess what? I'm awake and I've climbed out of that disgustingly repressive cesspool and I'm done. Done with the facades we all put on (yes, me too) to be "normal" (what is normal?) and putting up with the bullshit drivel I take from people who are so used to me rolling over and compromising my beliefs for theirs.
Nothing is real. It's all fake. We are in this world, wasting our precious time vying for attention and superficial belongings. And I don't know why. I don't want to do it anymore. I'm tired. I'm tired of pretending that I agree with assholes and misogynists so I don't hurt THEIR feelings. How warped am I? I'm an INFJ and Gemini if that helps you see how multidimensional split-personality ridden I really am.
I quit society.

Working Again

I am currently working on the first book I ever started writing and then quickly became scared by how BIG it is. And I mean big in every way possibly imaginable. I saw the amount of work and dedication it would take to complete it the way I wanted and realized I wasn't ready for it. I had to live and experience a little more and maybe become a little braver. So, I'm back 3 years later with a Dystopian novel brewing in my brain ... and of course there's an epic romance in the plot! That's just my jam and I wouldn't dare leave that part out.

Peace <3

Conforming is not my thing.

I have a problem with conforming to the "standards" that I and all other humans are supposed to be compliant to.

For those of you who impose your personal opinions on others as truth, I truly hope that you find a better way to assume control in your life. We are all living our own truth and our own lives and it's okay to be completely who we are. 

There are so many opinionated rants and judgmental posts online and it makes me hurt that we can't either just love or let be,

I'm going to do what I want and be who I am and I encourage everyone else to do the same.

Peace out!

Pam <3 

Priorities in order? Me?

I've never been as happy as I was when I was writing every day. So, why did I stop? IDK! I don't remember. I guess I'm easily distracted or something.

Oh, wait. I remember why. I wrote another book, and it was almost done. So, I sent it to an Indie publisher. Only one. And I was denied. It broke my sweet little Pam heart and I threw in the towel to pursue other crazy ideas. But I've been so stressed and backwards and feeling not like myself. So, I'm back .... writing another book :) This one is young adult (really) and in high school about reconnecting. Me likey.

Watch for more!

Peace out!

Pam

I'm working on it.

I don't really want anyone to F#%* off, but man I'm having a rough time motivating myself. 

My kids are all in Elementary school and I had been feeling as though I was being selfish by focusing on writing a book instead of giving them the full attention they need and deserve. So, I slacked on writing and pumped up the kid face-to-face time.

But guess what?

Those kids are all in school full-day now and I am basically free to write to my little heart's content. I say basically because I should still do the laundry and keep my house cleanish. I'm not the tidiest person on the planet, but no one's complained. Lately.

So, yes. I'm working on it. But please, don't F#%* off. It's just a funny ecard. 

Peace out!

Pam <3

LIFT

Please take the time to read this beautiful story my dear friend wrote.

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